Composed this poem on the way home while in the train. As usual, in 5 mins.

That Day

that day I finally
told you how
I felt
after so long

you were my first
but hopefully not
my last
to love like that

one day I will
find that someone
right for
my aching heart

til then I guess
I'll just need
to keep
hoping, waiting, praying

Updates

Thursday:

Learned a $6.40 lesson: never put your admin card in your bag. If not it'll get cracked very bad. And then having to tell the lecturers that my card was damaged every lecture was a pain.

Friday:

My dad lost his handphone to a pickpocket. He had it in the front pocket of his jeans, by the time he realised it was missing it was too late.

Sunday:

Happy b-day to my paternal grandma! The whole troop of us (family, cousins, babes in arms) went down to a nearby coffeeshop for a feast :) We had butter prawns, scallop with braised kailan, claypot stew, steamed fish, longevity noodles, and longan for dessert. And yeah, since my cousin's got a baby girl, that makes her my niece, and me her aunt o_0 I'm old T_T

Above: My grandma in the middle, surrounded by my relatives. My little bro is the one in orange shirt.



Sunshine gal at 4 months old currently. Smile! =)



My mum in green shirt, carrying my little niece, Quinny. Behind them is my cousin, Quinny's mum.

Did something today that took me years to come to terms with. But, despite knowing the outcome, I'm glad I got it off my chest.

I will not lie and say that I'm over this. It takes time. Time to forget, time to heal. And, time to move on.

I've got my closure. I hope in the days to come I will find that someone for me. Meanwhile, grant me the strength to continue my life.

Most of all, I thank you, for being honest with me. For not erasing our friendship. Arigato.

Cute little furry mammal ..

.. today, I'm going to introduce you all to a cute lil squirrel that appeared in Naruto Episode 31 =)
If you don't know the characters I'm talking about, go watch the anime or read the manga yourself.

















This little squirrel was happily munching on nuts .

















When Sakura threw a kunai (dagger used by ninja) at it, to stop it from running into a trap she set for her enemy .

















Later someone attached an exploding trap to it, and set the poor thing on fire ..

















Then Rock Lee came and rescued the crying mammal ..

















Squirrel perched on his shoulder ..

















A close up of the squirrel before it leaves .. (don't mind Lee, I know he's hideous)

















Saved! The end.

Everyone, lets boycott ..

the school filter! The poxy thing blocks Youtube, imeem, crunchyroll and other stuff that's too much to count. INCLUDING GE CLIENT. *takes a deep breath*

Of course I didn't just find this out, but anyway, its a NUISANCE when you want to watch a few vidoes in school, just to chill out. Like me, chasing Naruto episodes for example. Its a BOTHER when you want to listen to music off the net. Thank god for project********. Its beyond words, how annoying it is. Lets BOYCOTT it! If I knew how to hack , that's the first thing I'm gonna do. Screw up the system so bad it allows everything that was previously blocked. Mwuahaha.

Oooh, and I gotta love the support that flows through msn. I was searching for 2 songs that I wanted, Purple Snow and Andalusian Rhapsody, and since I already uninstalled Limewire .. I wanted a legal download. And people I added centuries ago (I really can't recall, from EL I think) ask me, "Is that the GE OST you're looking for?" (they saw my msn nick) And I go "Yeah, do you have it? If you do I love you! If you don't I hate you." Just kidding, but you get my drift.

And then, wonders of all wonders. Mid/late afternoon, guess who came online? Teh super duper Mr Search Engine Abuser. (mwah) Ben, said "I have the OST". I'm like stupefied. All I get are dead links! Or links that lead to real player, and I need to get Real Player PRO to dwld it. T_T So how did he get those?

He answered: "Google." Specifically, torrents. *!! omg ..* (I'm a loyal Yahoo fan) Why didn't I think of it .. nvm. To cut things short, he found all teh music I needed. Which makes me very happy. And also very in his debt :D My treat next time, perhaps ^_^

For sch today .. I'll just say that Ms Loh is a kan-cheong spider. And that as usual (on a daily basis), I had something chocolatey =)

I'll just leave you all this playlist for your enjoyment =)

I fell in love ..

.. with Naruto!

Yep, my sis got me hooked on the anime so I've been watching them while waiting for Bleach 144 to come out .. I'm up to eps 18 now =) gonna try to catch up to her. Story wise, I prefer Bleach more, but this anime about ninjas is not too bad. Its funny, serious, all in all a bunch of fun.

Oh yeah, and I <3 Kakashi, he's gorgeous =)

And since I like this OST the best, I'm gonna put it as my theme :D

Ta for now.

My disk drive got corrupted T_T .. am hunting up and down for the installation cd .. eek! No wonder cannot read any cd I put in ..

Sch today was .. cold as usual, lousy weather - raining again WHY RAIN!!!

On the good side, I finished my report for the IT project thingy, but I need to do the ppt slides hoho .. then tmr dunno confirmed going with Jean to do her tattoo .. have quite a few tutorials to do for the following week.

I got pked by some 12x Family today. I'm only 8x lor .. bully .. I nvr ks or take his spot sia .. sian dio .. next time I shall own him man. chao hum chin peng :( Then dio rape by Forgotten Champ in Ustiur, I think somebody summoned spinelle, all of a sudden OHKO .. today is lousy day .. bah

Yet another change

My previous black skin was bugged, so some of the navs couldn't be clicked unless the page was refreshed .. I'm going to try this out for a while.

Swamped sch wise. Projects rolling our way, and did I mention I hate my kuku timetable? Trying to do my econs tut T_T and my 2604 tut for tmr .. meanwhile for the IT project I'm supposed to research on Intel. Hallelujah.

And this is the @$&!#% msg I get trying to submit work thru CMS:

General Failure Exception com.niit.cliks.control.common. GeneralFailureException: te_SQLException

I give up for the bloody submission.

Desktop is fixed, so my sis is back to choping it. No more hogging of my laptop. And because she used all my accounts (6 in total) and my bro's (3) Neopets accounts to trade items while under a diff email, all 13 accounts of ours got frozen. I was like wtf. But affect her more, lah. So now she no more Neopets to play, she play pkm ruby =.= and found Feebas T_T

Oh, and the rainy days. I freeze! I want to box whoever's decided to make the week dreary.

Back to work.

More creations

Our avatar now looks like this:



Its simple and nice, I found it on deviantart, then just added the words. There's a lot of nice angel style pics there too. Jean was telling me she was gonna make a tattoo on her collarbone, I said on the back was better, then she said "actually hip nice also hor"

I was like, wah, one tattoo not enough. Going to accompany her on Saturday =x I think I'll be the squeamish one there lols. We're still looking for nice angel wing tattoo designs on the net, because she hasn't decided yet.

I uninstalled my mp3 uploading program by accident, then my disk drive is a bit sort sort, so now I can only listen to the older songs on my mp3 zzz

3 hrs break drives me outta my mind, haiz ..

Yes, school started today. Woke at 6 in the morning to meet the girls so we could buy our materials early. Not much people were at the printing shop so the queue moved quite fast. Proceeded to Biz side, spent a total of about $41 on all the materials; but I've decided I'm not going to get a new book for economics; to save costs.

Met Ms Kua, our temp CC today, she's quite a straight to the point lady if you get my drift. Signed a form that stated I had to maintain 95% attendance in all my 8 modules and a 50% pass in quizes and tests in order to do all 8. Not a bad tradeoff, but just looking the new timetable gives me a headache. I don't know how to cope with 8 modules at a go.

Then, came grouping time for our IT Innovation Project. I hate it, because invariably I'll end up cast adrift from the rest. Not that I mind, but setting conditions? Pfft. I suppose I should consider myself lucky that I have a group T_T

Anyways, as you can see from the new blogskin, I've decided to go the way of the emo. Black is my new colour now, for a while anyway. Also done by the same person who did the blue umbrella guy skin.

*song is stuck in my head*

Ms Kua, our temporary CC, called me today. She asked me if I wanted to take up 8 modules this semester, or take 7 but stay back 1/2 a semester and graduate later; or spread out 7 this sem, then 4 the next, and 4 after attachment .. she told me that if I wanted to take 8 (coz I failed Econs) the school would monitor my performance, if I was struggling with all my modules, they could take the extra one away from me. I told her I'm going to try to do 8 this semester .. I want to graduate with my friends, not alone with strangers ..

My timetable is very kuku, got 3 hrs break de hoho .. but that will change once the director approves of me taking 8 modules ..

GE wise, I think I musta been born to do siggies, check em out:






They are the same, but I played around with the hue and saturation .. and here's another:

Sch's starting! Eek, the horrors!

Can I make it to vet before that ..

Going on Biz track hoho .. I've a feeling I'm gonna be flailing in 2nd sem.

Ah well, ta for now.